worries plague me. yeah yeah, not being overly dramatic and all that. yes, i acknowledge that everyone has their own set of worries but since this is my blog, i'm not going to write about other people's worries but mine.

napfa.
guides camp.
schoolwork.
piano exam.
and there are others of course, but yeah.

i don't want to let anybody down, but i feel that i'm doing so. trying to maintain relationships with past friends are sometimes hard for me to do if i'm hard pressed for time. but i don't want to let them lapse. then i'm starting to worry for my results since they're definitely not good enough.

and i hate how some people are just so... lacking of the word humility in their vocabulary. while i do appreciate a small amount of cockiness or even arrogrance, (granted if you have it, flaunt it and all that) but when it gets way overboard... i can't understand why some people are so modest and nonchalent that you can't help feeling that they really have something to be proud of. they don't tell you about it until you ask. they appreciate the care and concern you show. but then, there are some... i'll just leave it at that.

i'm not trying to pinpoint anyone or to even judge how or what they say. it's just an opinion. though i have to agree that if you do have the skill or whatever, then it's okay to talk about it. everyone wants some form of achievement and recognition in life. just... not too much?

looks shouldn't form the basis of a relationship. so never tell someone they're beautiful based on their physical appearance, but tell them they're beautiful because of the way they make you feel.

tis all for now.

"You oh lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all your love
I give my heart to you because
I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you"
-Better than life